It's just happened so fast.

It was me who did stupid thing but, I really did not intend to this happen.
It cannot make excuses about this terribly big incident, I think. I cannot go back to past so I will just miserable myself.

I quit smoking quite a long time but, it really is easy to start all over again. I really do not want to start again but, I could not much help myself. I know it will killing me but, I do not care about my life now. I could not promise to quit again soon.
But, someday I will quit again, I think. I do not care, if I cannot quit.

Life is not really easy for me. Maybe, because I do not know how should I living with other people.
I just hope that time will heal me.

From
^_~ Ara

My favourite scene in Spiderman

I was busy doing my study so I could not able to write piece of my thought.


This is almost ending scene.
You must miss him so much.
- It's been so hard without him.
There is something I wanting to tell you. When I was up there and I thought I was gonna die, there is only one person who I was thinking of. And it wasn't who I thought be. It was you Pete. I kept thinking, I hope I make you through this. So I can see Peter Parker's face all the time.
- Really?
There is only one man who's always been there for me. Who makes me feel like I am more than I ever thought I could be. That I am just me and that's okay. The truth is I love you. I love you so much Peter.
[All I wanted, was to tell her how much I loved her.]
- I can't.
You can't, what?
- Tell you... everything I mean... so much to tell.
Yah. There's so much to tell.
- I wanted you to know. I will always be there for you. I will always be there to take care of you. I promise you that. I will always be your friend.
Only a friend? Peter Parker?
- That's all I have to give.
Whatever life hold store for me. I will never forget this words "Great power comes great reponsbility". This is my gift. This is my curse. Who am I? I am spiderman.

I was dictated from movie so it can be wrong. Especially, last two lines can be very wrong.

From
^_~ Ara

I bought gift from Incheon airport.

Isn't it cute?
Doll's clothes are Korean traditional clothes.

From
^_~ Ara

How can I change people's mind?

Most of Korean cannot speak English.(Some of Korean or some people will be complain about what I said.) But, let us face the truth. Do you know why I say so? Some Korean sounds like can speak English but, they do not really understand what exact meaning is. For example, if I say "Let's go to the eat.", they understand "Let's go to the restaurant.".(It is just example of situation.) Can you say they speak English, can't you?
That is why I am trying to change the their way of learn English. But, how can I?

I know that one of most diffcult thing should be the change someone's mind.
I just hope that many Korean people realise the fact. I really hope so.

From
^_~ Ara

I apologise about could not keep in touch with you.

To. all my friends

It happened because of my laziness. Also there has other reason like difficulty about writing by English.
I am writing about learn English by Korean in my Korean blog site and then I realise that I am not that uncomfortable with writing something by English. Nowadays I have a different problem. I am forgetting or confusing the English spelling. It never happen before so I just lost my word :-( Whenever I write something, I have to check out my computer dictionary more than 7 times. It is driving me crazy :-(
Well. I can writing the email to you when I have a little time. From now on, I will try to keep in touch with you.

I hope you well and take care! Keep in touch!

From. Ara

DEAR OH DEAR !!!!!!

I have got email from my friend.

Phone Tale:
"Hello?"
"Hi, honey, this is Daddy .... Is your Mummy near the phone?"
"No,Daddy. She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Frank."
After a brief pause, Daddy says,
"But you haven't got an Uncle Frank, honey!"
"Oh Yes, I do, and he's upstairs in the room with Mummy, right now!"
"Uh, Okay, then ... here's what I want you do. Put down the phone, run upstairs and knock on th e bedroom door and shout to Mummy and Uncle Frank that Daddy's car's just pulled up outside the house."
"Okay, Daddy!" A few minutes later, the little girl comes back to the phone.
"Well, I did what you said, Daddy."
"And what happened?" he asks.
"Well, Mummy got all scared, jumped out of bed with no clothes on and ran around screaming, then she tripped over the rug and went flying out the front window and now she's all dead."
"Oh my God!!!!! And what about Uncle Frank?"
"He jumped out of bed with no clothes on too and he was all scared and he jumped out the back window into the swimming pool but he must have forgot that last week you took out all the water to clean it, so he hit the bottom of the swimming pool and now he's all real dead too."
***long pause***
***more pause****
Then Daddy says, "Swimming pool???? Is this 555-7039?"


Isn't it funny?

My korean blog

I did not plan to doing the Korean blog last time(Because keep it two blog and language is not easy. Last my blog is good example-title is 'War of the world'- because, I did it English after that I did it Korean again. I felt uneasiness and difficulties.) but, I have a lot of thought about the learning English, wrong idea of other country's culture and people, problem the system and Korea society.
I learn many cultural things from staying Malaysia, visiting Philipines and learn English so I can write about my thoughts.
Korea has many blog sites so I could not decide which one should I use. Finally, I decided it and I will introduce here. I think nobody will check out the my Korean blog because of Korean language but, I will left it here.

http://kr.blog.yahoo.com/asrai21c

Have a nice day!

From
^_~ Ara

War of the worlds

movie info. : http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0407304/

Before I watched movie, I heard about the movie from my friend. And he did not say nice but he said spectacle. It is Steven Spielberg's movie but not very famous, I guess. So my mind become this movie is not good enough.

Yesterday I watched movie with my friend. Screen is just normal size because they show them already long time ago. It is a spectacular movie. Actually, I do not like Tom Cruise's acting because I feel his acting was just okay and I do not feel nice or good.(I like his old movie's acting.-Cocktail, Jerry Mcguire, Interview with vampire-)

I was not very happy with that movie's actor or actress(except Tim Robbins's acting) because I am really interesting about the actor or actress's acting.(Last time, I was not happy with watching the Troy-I felt boring- but, when I saw the Achilles's die scene, I terribly impressed by his acting. And then my mind become love to watch again.)

I thought I also would not like this movie. But, when I saw the scene where they drove the car to the crowd, I was impressed. It shows that realistic of what human being like. That is why I like too much.
I still does not like the actor and actress's acting and strange stroy line but, I like the message. I believe that good movie has a good message.

I also surprised with Steven Spilberg because his most of movies has hero but, this movie does not have it. I do not like heroic movie because it is difficult to see the realistic. (Because, I prefer to watch the realistic movie like drama.)

From
^_~ Ara

Welcome to my brand new blog.

Just now I shifted all my blog from http://www.xanga.com/ara21c
I will start write new blog in here.

From
^_~ Ara

I quit smoking again.

I have not been smoking since 27 July. It is very hard to quit smoking. Finally I have got the serious sickness and then I am trying to quit.
Smoking is very addictive so a lot of times, I was thinking about smoking again. But, I will quit smoking completely this time.

I am planning about change the my blog site. It will be blog.com. http://asrai21c.blogspot.com/

Because, I am having problem with connect this website. When I was trying to connect here or xanga.com's homepage, it said that cannot connect this domain. So I decided to move my new blog site.

From
^_~ Ara

I hurt someone and myself.

I really did not mean to. It suppose to be different but I wrote sms to friend of mine and I realize that a few things can be hurt. That's why I did not suppose to be use sms. I should have to talk not sms.
She said that to me about last time but I thought it is not matter to her because she did not say anything about them. But, she also said that last time also she hurt. I cannot think about what exactly misunderstand about what was I told to her. I have not a clue.(I thought it can be sms but she said that when I talk to her. But, if so, why she did not tell to me.)
So I do not know what to do because she did not want to meet me now.

My sms did not mean to be sad because it cannot be. But, my thought could based on Korea and her thought could based on Malaysia so I think it is definitely different culture and can be happen. That's why I want to explain to her.
I feel cultural thing is not easy. I just hope that I have chance to explain about what I wrote sms for her as soon as possible.

I really hate this happen because it is not suppose to be.

From
^_~ Ara

I got intersting message from someone in friendster.com.

Subject:
hi
Message:
Dear Sir,
I am Mr. Klaus Homsy, Department of accounts division, nationwide bank (NATWEST), London. On January 14 1999, one Mr. John Montsko , an American National,made numbered time (Fixed) Deposit, valued at (US$3.7m) for twelve calendar months in my Bank Branch. UponMaturity, we sent a routine notification to his forwarding address but got no reply. After a month, we sent a reminder and finally we discovered from his contract employers he was aboard the, American Airlines Flight 587 which crashed into a residential area near John F. Kennedy International Airport on November12,2001, www.cnn.com/2001/US/11/12/newyork.crash/ After further investigation, it was discovered that he died without making a WILL and all attempts to trace his next of kin proved fruitless. On further investigation, it was discovered that Late Mr. John Montsko did not declare any next of kin or relations in all his official documents, including his Bank Deposit paper work here at the Bank. The total sum is US$3.7M still in my bank and the interest is being rolled over with the principal sum at the end of each year. No one will ever come forward to claim it. In accordance with the Federal banking Laws and constitution, the money will revert to the ownership of the Government if nobody applies as the next of Kin to claim the funds.
Consequently, I shall present you as a foreigner to stand in, as the next of kin to late Mr. John Montsko so that you and I can benefit from the fruits of this man's labour. Upon acceptance of this proposal, I shall give you detailed information on how this deal would be carried out. We shall employ the services of a solicitor for the drafting of the letter of probate in your favour, and to obtain all other relevant papers in your name for the necessary documentation for payment approval in my bank. The money will be shared in the ratio: Sixty percent for me, thirty fivepercent for you and five percent for any arising contingencies during the course of this transaction. I guarantee that this will be executed under legitimate arrangement that will protect you from any breach of the law as I will use my position in the bank to secure approvals and guarantee the successful execution of this transaction. Please be informed that your utmost confidentiality isrequired. If this interests you, please reply me immediately, and please include your full name, mailing address, private telephone number for voice contact and fax number so I can provide you with more details and relevant documents that will help you understand the transaction.
Awaiting your urgent reply.
Thanks.
Best regards,
Mr. Klaus Homsy
Alternative:kh3452001@yahoo.co.uk

Isn't it interesting? It seems to be well-made story.

From
^_~ Ara

My favourite movie list

Here: http://www.ymdb.com/user_top20_view.asp?usersid=24612
If you like talking about movie, you can register that site. Other good place should be imdb.com.

From
^_~ Ara

My favourite Korean movie

공공의 적 SE (2disc)

쉬리 S.E.

화산고 SE(dts)(CJ한국영화2차할인)

I have not seen many Korean movies but, a lot of movies I like them.

Most my favourite movie should be the Gwicheondo(Gate of Destiny, 1996) directed by Lee geyung young. I know some people said that they just like the sound track called 'Guichundoae'. I like that song, too.
When I watched movie, I was impressed very much. It is quite different from any other movie. It was quite artistic and new style of Fantasy movie.

The other one is Gonggongui jeog (Public Enemy, 2002). When I was watching the movie, I would not like it because conversations were terribly impolite.
I was impressed because of Sul geyung gu's acting. Also it's nice movie.
Now you can see the Public Enemy 2 in Korea. I am not sure still showing in cinema or not.

Whasango (Volcano High, 2001) - I love Jang hyuk's acting.
Swiri (Shiri, 1999)- I like actors-if you know or watched the Seoul's moon-Seoul?? Dal-, you know what I mean.- TV series but, I watched English dubbed one so I do not know how they act.

From
^_~ Ara

It was an unbelievable.

I read news article from Korea.net. Title is 77% of Koreans carry mobile phones. I was impressed. That mean was everybody using the mobile phone. Non-mobile phone users must be only baby.
What an impressive fact!

From
^_~ Ara

I hope people are safe from earthquake.

I heard that news report about near Sumatra Island from LBC internet radio. Reporter said that everything was destoryed and people were panicked.
I feel very sad about that happen. I wish it won't happen again. That can't be possible so I wish that there has some way of protect people from earthquake.
I am preying for that.

From
^_~ Ara

My condominium was moving.

I'm not feeling well(I was terribly tired.) so I thought I had a dizzy. Suddenly my housemate knocked door and then asked about shaking building.(I think it happended at 12a.m.) It was like moving very smoothly and slowly moving my desk, computer monitor and everything. It felt more like I was in the ship, that's exactly I felt. I'm living Petaling Jaya(near Bandar Utama and Damansara Uptown) in Malaysia. I could see the back side of my condominium that everybody went down to condominium and then went to far away(just in front of building.) from building. My housemates and me also decided to go out and then do same thing as that condominium.

I called my friend who living quite close from here(15 minutes by walk). She said that she felt same thing. But, I called other my friend who living bit far from here(20 minutes by car). We waited outside for an hour. She didn't feel anything. Rescue911 was came for checking up the building. They said it needs for 2 hours but, after hour it finished. When I was outside condominium, I don't know anything about that earthquake so I thought next time I should have bring the radio.

I found out what happen. 8.2 magnitude earthquake from Sumatra Island in Indonesia. You can read news article from Yahoo! News.

From
^_~ Ara

Do you like play game?

I just finished play game Prince of Persia : The Sand of the Time. It is so much fun. I would loved play. Many people remember that Prince of persia. That was very old game so I thought not many people know about that game but, I did wrong. Many people are known that game and remember it.

I played that game in Playstation 2, when I visited my friend's house. It was quite impressive so I thought I want to play the game. But, that time I have a laptop computer so I couldn't play. Later, I bought a computer(I sold out my laptop computer.) but, that computer couldn't play the prince of persia. Something happens and then I bought a computer, again. And I played that game and finished.

I feel like played movie, you know. Each stage has movie and it used automatic camera so it feels like that. Someone likes watching movie or playing action game, I really suggest to play this game.

From
^_~ Ara

I quit somking but....

It was very hard to quit smoking. I tried a lot of times and a few month ago I finally quit smoking but, today I smoking again.
I feel very bad and kind of stressed out and then I got crazy feeling about smoking...
I don't know I will smoking again or I can quit again.

It's been a long time. But, I still do not feel to write about something. I do not know why.

From
^_~ Ara