I hurt someone and myself.

I really did not mean to. It suppose to be different but I wrote sms to friend of mine and I realize that a few things can be hurt. That's why I did not suppose to be use sms. I should have to talk not sms.
She said that to me about last time but I thought it is not matter to her because she did not say anything about them. But, she also said that last time also she hurt. I cannot think about what exactly misunderstand about what was I told to her. I have not a clue.(I thought it can be sms but she said that when I talk to her. But, if so, why she did not tell to me.)
So I do not know what to do because she did not want to meet me now.

My sms did not mean to be sad because it cannot be. But, my thought could based on Korea and her thought could based on Malaysia so I think it is definitely different culture and can be happen. That's why I want to explain to her.
I feel cultural thing is not easy. I just hope that I have chance to explain about what I wrote sms for her as soon as possible.

I really hate this happen because it is not suppose to be.

From
^_~ Ara

I got intersting message from someone in friendster.com.

Subject:
hi
Message:
Dear Sir,
I am Mr. Klaus Homsy, Department of accounts division, nationwide bank (NATWEST), London. On January 14 1999, one Mr. John Montsko , an American National,made numbered time (Fixed) Deposit, valued at (US$3.7m) for twelve calendar months in my Bank Branch. UponMaturity, we sent a routine notification to his forwarding address but got no reply. After a month, we sent a reminder and finally we discovered from his contract employers he was aboard the, American Airlines Flight 587 which crashed into a residential area near John F. Kennedy International Airport on November12,2001, www.cnn.com/2001/US/11/12/newyork.crash/ After further investigation, it was discovered that he died without making a WILL and all attempts to trace his next of kin proved fruitless. On further investigation, it was discovered that Late Mr. John Montsko did not declare any next of kin or relations in all his official documents, including his Bank Deposit paper work here at the Bank. The total sum is US$3.7M still in my bank and the interest is being rolled over with the principal sum at the end of each year. No one will ever come forward to claim it. In accordance with the Federal banking Laws and constitution, the money will revert to the ownership of the Government if nobody applies as the next of Kin to claim the funds.
Consequently, I shall present you as a foreigner to stand in, as the next of kin to late Mr. John Montsko so that you and I can benefit from the fruits of this man's labour. Upon acceptance of this proposal, I shall give you detailed information on how this deal would be carried out. We shall employ the services of a solicitor for the drafting of the letter of probate in your favour, and to obtain all other relevant papers in your name for the necessary documentation for payment approval in my bank. The money will be shared in the ratio: Sixty percent for me, thirty fivepercent for you and five percent for any arising contingencies during the course of this transaction. I guarantee that this will be executed under legitimate arrangement that will protect you from any breach of the law as I will use my position in the bank to secure approvals and guarantee the successful execution of this transaction. Please be informed that your utmost confidentiality isrequired. If this interests you, please reply me immediately, and please include your full name, mailing address, private telephone number for voice contact and fax number so I can provide you with more details and relevant documents that will help you understand the transaction.
Awaiting your urgent reply.
Thanks.
Best regards,
Mr. Klaus Homsy
Alternative:kh3452001@yahoo.co.uk

Isn't it interesting? It seems to be well-made story.

From
^_~ Ara

My favourite movie list

Here: http://www.ymdb.com/user_top20_view.asp?usersid=24612
If you like talking about movie, you can register that site. Other good place should be imdb.com.

From
^_~ Ara

My favourite Korean movie

공공의 적 SE (2disc)

쉬리 S.E.

화산고 SE(dts)(CJ한국영화2차할인)

I have not seen many Korean movies but, a lot of movies I like them.

Most my favourite movie should be the Gwicheondo(Gate of Destiny, 1996) directed by Lee geyung young. I know some people said that they just like the sound track called 'Guichundoae'. I like that song, too.
When I watched movie, I was impressed very much. It is quite different from any other movie. It was quite artistic and new style of Fantasy movie.

The other one is Gonggongui jeog (Public Enemy, 2002). When I was watching the movie, I would not like it because conversations were terribly impolite.
I was impressed because of Sul geyung gu's acting. Also it's nice movie.
Now you can see the Public Enemy 2 in Korea. I am not sure still showing in cinema or not.

Whasango (Volcano High, 2001) - I love Jang hyuk's acting.
Swiri (Shiri, 1999)- I like actors-if you know or watched the Seoul's moon-Seoul?? Dal-, you know what I mean.- TV series but, I watched English dubbed one so I do not know how they act.

From
^_~ Ara

It was an unbelievable.

I read news article from Korea.net. Title is 77% of Koreans carry mobile phones. I was impressed. That mean was everybody using the mobile phone. Non-mobile phone users must be only baby.
What an impressive fact!

From
^_~ Ara

I hope people are safe from earthquake.

I heard that news report about near Sumatra Island from LBC internet radio. Reporter said that everything was destoryed and people were panicked.
I feel very sad about that happen. I wish it won't happen again. That can't be possible so I wish that there has some way of protect people from earthquake.
I am preying for that.

From
^_~ Ara

My condominium was moving.

I'm not feeling well(I was terribly tired.) so I thought I had a dizzy. Suddenly my housemate knocked door and then asked about shaking building.(I think it happended at 12a.m.) It was like moving very smoothly and slowly moving my desk, computer monitor and everything. It felt more like I was in the ship, that's exactly I felt. I'm living Petaling Jaya(near Bandar Utama and Damansara Uptown) in Malaysia. I could see the back side of my condominium that everybody went down to condominium and then went to far away(just in front of building.) from building. My housemates and me also decided to go out and then do same thing as that condominium.

I called my friend who living quite close from here(15 minutes by walk). She said that she felt same thing. But, I called other my friend who living bit far from here(20 minutes by car). We waited outside for an hour. She didn't feel anything. Rescue911 was came for checking up the building. They said it needs for 2 hours but, after hour it finished. When I was outside condominium, I don't know anything about that earthquake so I thought next time I should have bring the radio.

I found out what happen. 8.2 magnitude earthquake from Sumatra Island in Indonesia. You can read news article from Yahoo! News.

From
^_~ Ara

Do you like play game?

I just finished play game Prince of Persia : The Sand of the Time. It is so much fun. I would loved play. Many people remember that Prince of persia. That was very old game so I thought not many people know about that game but, I did wrong. Many people are known that game and remember it.

I played that game in Playstation 2, when I visited my friend's house. It was quite impressive so I thought I want to play the game. But, that time I have a laptop computer so I couldn't play. Later, I bought a computer(I sold out my laptop computer.) but, that computer couldn't play the prince of persia. Something happens and then I bought a computer, again. And I played that game and finished.

I feel like played movie, you know. Each stage has movie and it used automatic camera so it feels like that. Someone likes watching movie or playing action game, I really suggest to play this game.

From
^_~ Ara

I quit somking but....

It was very hard to quit smoking. I tried a lot of times and a few month ago I finally quit smoking but, today I smoking again.
I feel very bad and kind of stressed out and then I got crazy feeling about smoking...
I don't know I will smoking again or I can quit again.

It's been a long time. But, I still do not feel to write about something. I do not know why.

From
^_~ Ara

Beware of your SMS.ac membership type

A few days ago, I got daily SMS message from 32151(It was not free. Each message is 50cent. Every day I got two sms so my phone credit deducted 1ringgit every day.) Last time I subsribed Yahoo mobile alerts news but that time doesnot working with MAXIS and nowadays it working with them so I thought it was from Yahoo mobile alerts. Three days ago, I tried to remove them but it couldnot stop. Two days ago, I tried to remove them and remove my phone number. But it could not.
Just now I called MAXIS Cusomer Care Centre and then I got the phone number. I called that number. That number is SMS.ac so I checked out the my profile in SMS.ac. My membership type is "Pay As You Go, RM0.5/per message"(which mean is "Daily FREE messages: In order to receive your Daily FREE messages, you must Opt-in to Mobile Promotions."). I removed them.
result [
Daily FREE messages: In order to receive your Daily FREE messages, you must reinstate billing for your phone click here
Membership Type: Billing Disabled. To reinstate billing for your phone click here
]
I also remove all the smsClub and smsChannel. If it doesnot working, it's not problem with SMS.ac.

From
^_~ Ara

No more free sms.

I donot exactly remember that ICQ has been stop the free sms in many countries.(Last time more than 50 countries but now just 6 countries only.)
You can check the follow the link. http://web.icq.com/sms/smsnetworks/

http://www.sms.ac/ also no more free sms. If you want to send sms, you have to pay.

That was very useful because I can save money and easy to write message. I cannot use anymore.
If you are using Celcom or Maxis, you try to use Yahoo messenger. But, this is not free. More information : http://asia.mobile.yahoo.com/my/messenger/

From
^_~ Ara

What kind of movie do you like it?

I really like watching movie. I donot mind about what kind of movie is. Old movie, black and white movie, strange movie and whatever kind of movie. I can watch it and enjoy it. Many people are like watching the action movie, I think. I also like it. But, sometimes after watch that movie I got feel bit stupid. So I asked to myself 'Why I felt like that?'. I think that most of action movies' stories are very similar and meaningless. Because after watched movie I would like to think about story, character and everything.
So I think about again. Most my favourite kind of movie can be drama. It was more realistic, meaningful, natural and I can think about that movie.

Nowadays I have been watch the TV drama series 'Friends' season 1 to 6. First season and second season(maybe it should include third season, too) was very funny. I enjoyed it. But, after that season I got feel that 'Why am I still watching it?'. I think most of character become more more dumb acting and very unbelievable situation. But, I donot have any other movie or something. So I will keep watching.

I really like watching movie. I am going to watching movie with anybody. I donot think about that is dating. If you are woman, could you go for watching movie with me?

From
^_~ Ara

Is it using okay with the Friendster.com?

I donot remember when does it happen. I think that after the improve their connection speed, it does happen. They start showing some advertisement with adware and my friend put the testmonial but it has gone. I donot know why. I think some of my message also gone. It's bit strange. So I donot feel enjoy the Friendster.com. I mean quite uncomfortable.
Are you okay with Friendster.com?

I am trying to move to the Hi5.com but I cannot, maybe.

From
^_~ Ara

I donot become a your boyfriend or something.

Date: Jun 4, 2004 22:12 PM
Subject: I donot become a your boyfriend or something.

Donot worry.
I just want to being friendly or talking, something.
Why am I talking about it? I got sms message from my friend. I will write it.
She was going to somewhere so she was in the bus.
"She was chatting with beside guy. He ask her that do you have a boyfriend? She said 'Yes, I have.'. He doesnot want to talk with her anymore.."

It is like that. It happen in any Asian countries, I think.

Here is Malaysia so I undrestand that. I feel like little bit better than Korea. I can easy to talk with some girl. I just chat with her. But, I can see that her friend's face. It was feel like 'Is he interesting with my friend? or Is he trying to become my friend's boyfriend?'. I wish I am wrong thinking. But, I got some happened(I cannot talk about it here.) so it should be prove that I am right thinking.

Many other student also like that, I think. So you should better trying to more open-minded.

Last time I never thought about talking is important. When I was in Korea, I met my friends and we spent long time but our conversation was mostly very short. After I learning English, I changed it. I donot know why. But, I know it was good thing. Why donot you try?

From
^_~ Ara

Why people want to know my age?

Date: Jun 3, 2004 00:22 AM
Subject: Why people want to know my age?

[ I must say about my English writing. It was horrible. Actually I can talk and read, but writing is really bad. I think my way of writing is conversation style so please donot angry about my informal writing. ]

I mean I understand that.
I am talking about first in Korea. When I was young, not many people are ask about that, I think. Nowadays bit strange, because just we met and then he or she asked to me about my age. I donot know he and he doesnot know me so he trying to know me. But, if he knows my age, is he really know about me? It is not, is it? It doesnot matter.
It was also happening here. I get feel more difficulties because I cannot good way of ignore that question.(Of course Korean language is my first language so I know how should ignore that question.) When I got that question, I felt very uncomfortable.
Please do not ask about my age.^_^

If you are extremely interesting know about my age, I will tell you how can you get it. Actually it is very simple. You can talk about last time happen. And then you will be get my age. I will show you example.
"How long have you been in Malaysia?" ?? years
"What did you do before came to Malaysia?" Study or Working
Can you see that? Not exact age and more direct question, but you can use more good way.

I know I look like baby face, so many people cannot regret my age. A lot of interesting happen but I cannot tell because you should know my age.^_^
It was not bad happen because they already understand that. Before we already talked about a lot of things. We also understand each other.

If you want to know about me, just give me message. Now you know that, except 'How old are you?'

From
^_~ Ara

Hello. I am Ara.

Date: May 31, 2004 11:32 PM
Subject: Hello.

I am Ara.Name is bit strange, isn't it? It is bit more like girl's name, I know that. But, actually my name came from another Korean word. After I used that word but many people were asked about my nickname because that was literature word.(Have you seen my email address? That's the my nickname.) 'asrai' I removed 'sr' and 'i' from my nickname. That's more easy to any Korean. Many people were called to my nickname. And then I got very familiar with that. I used to use my nickname. Also easy to call my name from foreigner.

I missed my Subang friends. It was not far from here, but I don't have much time.

Have nice a day!

From
^_~ Ara

Is it beginning?

Why am I doing this? Actually, I need improve my writing English. Which mean is I should writing a lot, so maybe I thought should try writing diary. But, I feel that is too boring for me. So this is the better way. Luckily, I cannot connect internet everyday so I donot spent a lot of time in internet.(If I have a internet line at home,I will be whole day staying on-line.) But, on the other hand, I cannot often visit here.

From
^_~ Ara